If I could make one, just one, (at minimum) perfect short film, in this life, then I would be eternally content. 

Spent an hour tonight stargazing with dad and counting how many satellites we could see. We discussed just how infinite space is and how fragile life can be. 

I really want these next three months to be over, I can’t wait for my new life. Feeling really disconnected from everyone again, everything is upsetting..

// 9:31 PM//

It’s one of those days where I feel like I’m continuously sinking and like I’ve forgotten who I am. 

I both love and hate these days. 

You know you live in a sad little sappy town when all the inhabitants do is make up tacky ‘gossip’ pages where they pretend to be gossip girl or some bullshit because their self esteem is so low. 

I suppose if you knew your future lies behind a checkout then you wouldn’t attempt to broaden your horizons into actually gaining some form of intelligence, but then again neither do their parents. 

I’m becoming a misanthropist and I can’t wait to leave this dust bowl. 

// Rant.//

Sick of stupid little bitches crying about shit that is so unimportant in life, at least you have complete family that loves you, at least you don’t feel so detested about yourself that you want to drop everything and just disappear a majority of the time. At least you don’t feel like a failure all the time. 

There are more important things in the world than the fact that you don’t have a boyfriend, no one cares about your new bed, no you don’t have to update your status every 5 seconds, I don’t need to know a play by play feedback of your daily actions (particularly that you need to go to the bathroom). I really think i should just stay off facebook or at least delete all the twats. 

I’m really disappointed in the human race right now. I think I just really need to leave this small minded town. 

Just needed to get this off my chest. 
End rant. 

// Fun Facts of the Day//

So it’s been a while since I’ve written an actual text post on Tumblr. Mainly this is due to fact that I believe that no one reads them but whatever.

Here is a few random facts from my day:

1. Rachel broke her wrist, I told people she was in a bar fight. (Because I think my friends are rlly badass.)

2. Started reading the Great Gatsby and was extremely surprised at the number of people that I spoke that hadn’t heard of it. 0.o

3. My cat just fell of the bed.

4. Decided that I must finish the five or more books I’ve started reading before I start anymore the list goes something like this: - Dracula: Bram Stroker, - The Ape House: Sara Gruen, - The Annales of Imperial Rome: Tacitus, The Lake of Dreams: Kim Edwards, The Great Gatsby: F. Scott Fitzgerald.

Erugh and there’s more I want to buy! So much love for books. 

5. There is way too many uni students and year 11’s on campus at the moment.

6. I have six months left of my last year of school. :D

7. Need to begin applying for design college!

8. Must get film photos from Summer developed. 

9. Also must take more photos and start planning new shoots and plan one with Cassandra, also must update photo blog, I think it’s starting to gather dust. :|

10. I had pizza for dinner. :)

// Please vote for my photo//

I need your help, I entered one of my photos in a competition and I’d love it if everyone who reads this can vote for me to win a new camera and it would make me so unbelievably happy if I won, next year I want to study photography full time.

Link: http://www.loveitup.com.au/australiasmostlovedcity//?source=DirectLink#/Vote/6355

Its as simple as clicking on the link and then clicking vote.

All votes are really appreciated! :)

If you’d like to see more of my work:

http://kathleen-f.deviantart.com/

One day I’ll meet someone special and I’ll feel comfortable enough to tell them everything, the whole story, all of it. And all the weight will finally lift off my shoulders.